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we dressed her up using a bandana. haha

this breaks my bleeding heart into tiny tiny bits :(

there it strikes again, that overwhelming, over-powering feeling. i miss allan so much.

song for the moment: all i want for christmas is you :(

here's another one [mariah looks so pretty here]

i did not make any relevant post yesterday simply because i was in hiding. yup. allan and i were in a huge fight [sunday night] and i did not want to talk to him. i kept lurking but never made made myself visible. but, all is okay now. we have since patched up and things are doing great again.

i was thinking of doing a video blog but was too sleepy to even start prepping. i might have to do it tomorrow. i am really itching to do a video, a make-up tutorial at that.

keith, my nephew, will have his first communion on sunday. do you remember your first communion? ah, all is but a blurry memory to me all i remember was that i looked real pretty during my first communion. everybody looked like young brides, some even wore make-up.

big problem. my headset is broken. arghh. talk about pain in the arse.

my sister-in-law and are are busy putting up xmas decors. i mean, can you believe it? it's nearly christmas?!?
no vids for today, the kids are here and they keep coming and going it's hard to talk for one straight minute.

everything else seems so trivial. i mostly stay at home so there is not much to talk about. i only have very little time to myself and whatever free time i have i spend chatting with allan or preparing for my classes. and, really it's a nice change. i no longer stay wide awake at night, waiting for sleep to hit me. nowadays it barely takes me one full minute before you hear me snore. i've better sleeping habits now.

i have a gigantic zit sitting on my left cheek, it's annoying.

anyways, i'm leaving you guys with my fave vid for the moment.

enjoy!

i am such an irresponsible blogger. i know. i know.

ok, now for some serious stuff.

i am at a point in my life where everything else is just one micro second away from heaps-load of changes. for one, going on this long vacation made me realize that it has always been my job that needed me more and not the other way around. before coming here, my fears were up to my neck. two months later, i feel free and my mind has gotten rid of the clutter that work has very inconveniently put. i am stress-free. i really am.

allan and i are in the process of sorting everything out. i could not make the decision based on my "wants" alone. it would have been totally selfish of me to just go ahead with my plans without consulting allan. so, yeah we had a long talk and we have reached a decision.

i am quitting my job.

i admit that i am such a dimwit when it comes to household chores. i am so naive that i had to seek help from youtube.

it's true, it will take a lot of time to domesticate me but that is something i am eager to do. i am so excited to be the housewife i never was. dee, here i come!

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Created by Eugene Villar.

alrighty, these were taken from my new macbook he he. lovesit!

i have been trying to post a video but i still need to find better lighting. but considering that there's like only 1 small light bulb in the room, the webcam is still doing fine.

we went to a big fragrance sale today. like what i said in my facebook, shopping is so much fun especially if someone pays for you. he he.

it was really cold this afternoon. normally, i'd be okay with just jeans, shirt and a cardigan but it was different today. brrrr.

so you guys will just have to bear with the photo. ha ha.

?Perfect: sometimes i pretend to be ha ha
?Tall: i wish i were a wee bit taller but not really complaining
?In your pajamas : nope
?Left handed: uhhmm i use the other left hand ha ha
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LAST
? Friend you saw: ok let me see, there were lots because we were in a party
?Talked to on the phone: my brother
?Person to text you: my sis-in-law
?Is today better than yesterday? i've been having great days and hmm i don't know how to answer this, really
FAVORITE:
?Number: i got 2 faves, 15 and 30
?Color: i'd like to say red but how about purple and black???
?Food: a-d-o-b-o man i can live by this stuff for all eternity and back ha ha OA
?Place:new zealand
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QUES TIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did
this morning when you got up?
? lemme see, i cooked breakfast
Q: Do you have anything bothering you
? well there's always something but i can't be bothered, really

I am getting my new Macbook today.

Hoorah!

*kate can barely sit still with all this excitement*